#less than two months.
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i so badly want to check her accounts bc i want to see how miserable she is but i know that isn't the reality
she moved on less than two months after the break up. less than two weeks after she was STILL begging me to get back together. all i would probably find is her content in her new relationship
#i so badly want her life to be miserable#i so fucking badly want her to suffer and hate life as much as i do but i doubt she does#she's fine she just moves on#im stuck here 5 months later just. mourning and grieving still#grieving all i gave her and grieving all my firsts and the love i thought was real#grieving that fact that i ended up meaning nothing#she lied to me. one of the first times we broke up i told her i was afraid of letting her go and waiting for her to get better bc i was#afraid she would fall out of love with me and she told me word for word#that it takes a long time for her to stop loving someone#but she literally had a girlfriend in two weeks after begging for me back#less than two months.#she broke so much in me#i don't know how to trust i don't know how to be anything other than something people use and discard#i don't believe i'm someone people would want to keep.#my thoughts are just tainted now and all i can think of is the fact that i'm too much for anyone#i cant be in a relationship because i'm simply too much i ask for too much im too sensitive im too Much#im genuinely meant to be alone forever#no one would want to put up with me and love me. i wasn't made for that#i wasnt made to be loved and understood i was just. made to be used#communicating is just too hard i dont even want to put in the effort to do it anymore#it's too much work and i'd rather be alone than spill paragraph after paragraph of my feelings. just to end up being misunderstood#or to be told i'm keeping an argument going by trying to be understood
0 notes
Text
Unsolved Mysteries.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Spoilers: It was Wei Wuxian the whole time!#Once again this one was on the chopping block but I saved it for just a better comic flow.#Admittedly I do have a critique of the pacing here. Namely that we really should have ended the flashback when WWX fell.#And then gone back to present time for a bit - or even go to a different flashback.#The sense of time passing isn't as strong as it *could* be.#We get *told* three months pass and that they've been looking for WWX. But to the audience it's been...15 min.#Less than seven minutes if you count the flute playing.#This guy when through a whole aesthetic and persona shift in less time than it takes to walk through a corn field.#Guy who listened to less than half an emo album and dyed all his clothes black. And jorted all his jeans.#Timeskips can be sudden and work out just fine! I personally feel like this one would be stronger with better pacing.#Feel free to disagree with me!#In case anyone is wondering why JC and LWJ are still holding hands: 1) Haunted house episode.#2) I needed to practice drawing hand holding at some point. Might as well get the rough and sloppy ones out with these two.
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
I just found out that Van Gogh's Starry Night will be on display at the Met during my girlfriend's visit so uhhhh guess who is taking their artist gf to see her favorite painting on our first ever date 😤😤😤 my boyfriend game is ridiculous
#cara mia#lesbian#ldr#less than two months I'm so excited!!#we are gonna kiss in front of starry night and I am gonna make#some poor tourist take a picture of us#I love my gf so muchies#acornposting
670 notes
·
View notes
Text
#pokemon#pokemon sv#pokemon scarlet and violet#grusha#cetitan#aquanutart#i was like oh the new ice gym leader has such a great design i hope i have a chance to draw her one day#*reads the wiki page* excuse me what. oh i accidentally drew him immediately#he has an adorable round snow whale thing friend what am i supposed to do#anyway thanks pokemon i feel slightly less upset about it being WINTER#I DON'T LIKE WINTER#i prefer water in a liquid not solid state#if it's not at least 70F/21C and sunny it's winter to me#anyway grusha and i would unfortunately live in different worlds because i cant hack these arctic temperatures (= less than aforementioned#IT GETS BELOW FREEZING HERE HELP ME I'M A FROG#i am fine don't worry about me. i am being dramatic. i have survived many winters i am a strong frog#TWO MORE MONTHS#HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
607 notes
·
View notes
Text
6 MONTHS OF RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE! I’m into making history.
#rwrb#rwrbedit#red white and royal blue#alex x henry#firstprince#userninz#userveronika#chrissiewatts#usersteen#usernuria#userclara#usermegsb#usergayppl#mine*#whAT do you mean 6 months already?!#anyway time flies when you have a new hyperfixation and glad to still have people along for the ride <3#two edits in less than 24 hours.. LOOK AWAY. i didnt originally plan on it but dflkgd
488 notes
·
View notes
Text
genuinely concerned that the next time i fuck somebody theyre gonna say something nice to me and im gonna burst into tears
#hypersexual switch hasnt been touched intimately in months: breakdown on the horizon?#only time will tell#i feel bad because i know that thats so much less time than so many people wait#but im built to be fucked every other day and praised every two hours!!! i cant help it!!!#bitts posts
147 notes
·
View notes
Text
Buddie + tumblr posts : freak4freak
#buddie#buddieedit#911#buddie tumblr posts#evan buckley#eddie diaz#they're their own brand of insane#less than two months till they're back!!!#911edit#*mine
236 notes
·
View notes
Note
I Adore your It Never Happens AU. And I have a question. How does Nille and Bon join the party? Like I get that Loop wants the party back together but like does Loop go “hey kid, do you want to go on adventure” and Bonnie is like “not without my sister” and drags Nille along before she realizes what’s happening?
Yeah, that's the tldr of how it goes.
Expanding on it a little, as Loop and King are heading to Cobeaux, they pass by Bambouche. Loop convinces King to spend the some time in town (do some shopping, clean him up a little, actually get a map of the area and such), and of course they bump into the siblings; Nille works at the docks, doing basic repair work and hauling cargo. Bonnie just hangs around the market looking for new ingredients to cook with that won't cost them an arm and a leg.
After emotionally recovering from the horror of Not Being Recognized, Loop argues that having some extra pairs of hand on the adventure would be wise (plus, the must be someone heading the same way as us?), and King agrees to look for some help. Loop instantly turns and goes to talk to Bonnie, and they hit it off very well. Corbeaux (headcannons here) seems to be a very influential city, with heavy investment on research and academia. Bonnie just wants a change of scenery and hey, maybe Nille can get a nicer job too!
Of course, Bonnie runs off to go tell their sister about this Really cool person with a glowing head and this other guy with cool armor and they are going on an adventure and they asked if we wanna go so we should go- and, of course, Nille is suspicious. Sounds too good to be true. So, after her work is done, she packs up her stuff, gets out her trusty Tube of Death and goes out to meet these strangers.
First impressions, she doesn't like Loop's vibes. They feel weird in all the wrong ways. But when Bonnie runs up after her, she sees them visibly soften, so they can't be all that bad. King, on the other hand, she trusts very quickly. She can read him like a book, so she's confident he means well. Plus, Bonnie's right. She would really like a new job, preferably one where she can actually use her creativity instead of her muscles all day. So, still a bit weary, she agrees to go with them.
As expected, shenanigans ensue.
#it never happens au#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#isat au#in stars and time#isat#isat king#isat the king#king isat#the king isat#two hats spoilers#pre wish king#loop isat#isat loop#isat bonnie#isat boniface#isat nille#isat petronille#yeah loop. go talk to that kid you never met before.#thats not weird at all. nuh uh.#nille and king become surprisingly fast friends#in less than a month he's already sharing his fears and internal conflicts#nille might not be very good with words but shes a great listener#and she knows the fear of losing someone close to her#'Excuse me he asked for No Pickes' <- literally them#stars i love these fools
131 notes
·
View notes
Text
Breaks into your house with more destiny textposts
#cayde edition to celebrate the silly coming back in less than two months#i love blorboposting#destiny 2#cayde 6#bungie#destiny text post#get queued
230 notes
·
View notes
Text
🌸 pre-war stucky + discovery
Steve’s knife glides cleanly under the apple’s butter-yellow skin, the peel pooling over the plate in one long, looping ribbon. And Bucky watches, enraptured.
All his life, he’d thought that art was the kind of thing that occurred inside Steve’s sketchbooks; that it was about color, about shading and light, and the twists and pitfalls of anatomy that’ll make Steve cuss under his breath in frustration. He never once figured that art could be happening in their kitchen, at their table, in the naked heart-shape of an apple cupped in Steve’s palm.
But there’s something like grace in the work of Steve’s hands; a deliberate focus in his eyes as he cuts the apple in halves and then in quarters, and a drop of juice trickles slowly down the inside of his pale wrist, catching Bucky’s eye.
Steve always did have delicate wrists, Bucky considers – slender and agile like the rest of him, two columns of milky white shot with the green web of his veins.
The thought brushes against Bucky’s mind, soft as anything. That his fingers could curl around one of those wrists, and likely wrap all the way around it, sweet and whole like an embrace. It’d fit so perfectly, cradled in the palm of his hand. Then he could feel the jut of Steve’s wrist bone, and the quick flutter of Steve’s pulse under the pad of his thumb if he chose to stroke him there, over that silky smooth skin, and he’d have the measure of Steve’s heartbeat, stuttering secrets under his touch.
It’s–
Odd. He never. He never knew.
But it must be true. Something inside him knows it, something–
“... wan’ some?”
Bucky’s gaze follows the silver glint of the knife, his lips parting, entranced, while Steve cuts himself a slice of apple with effortless grace, and holds it against the flat of the blade to bring it to his mouth. His soft, rosy mouth. How does he know it would be soft? But he knows – it’s written in the flush-pink plumpness of Steve’s lip.
The tip of Steve’s tongue peeks out, a darker shade of pink, wet and glistening, and Steve slips the apple slice inside – the crisp flesh of it leaving a touch of moisture across his bottom lip. Steve catches it with a sweep of his tongue, lapping it off in one swift motion; and Bucky swallows, wide-eyed and eager, chasing the phantom taste of apple against the roof of his own mouth.
“Buck?”
Steve’s voice shakes him out of his reverie, and his gaze snaps up to find that Steve is looking right at him.
Steve is–
Steve’s eyes are blue. Bucky has always known that, in the same, absent-minded way as he knew that water is wet, that day follows night, that fire will burn you if you put your fingers to the flame. But today, suddenly,
Steve’s eyes are blue.
And Bucky stares back at him dumbly, breath locked in his throat for an endless moment, as he sees that piercing blue for the first time in his whole life, and is shaken to his core by the sight of it.
“Wuh– what?”
“I said,” Steve begins, hiding his chewing mouth with the back of his wrist, “you want some?”
He offers a piece of fruit to Bucky, a fat wedge of apple held in those long, nimble fingers of his. His fingertips are the same soft pink as his lips, Bucky notices. And he imagines, in a fevered flash, letting Steve feed him with that same hand, and brushing the seam of his own lips against those fingertips as he takes the first bite, and flicking the tip of his tongue out to lick the juice straight from Steve’s skin.
“Uh, um– yeah,” he stammers, reaching gingerly for the offered fruit. The glimpsing touch of Steve’s fingers against his feels every bit like electricity, a zing running up Bucky’s arm, half pleasure and half the terrifying thrill of the unknown. “Sure, thanks.”
Steve pauses to watch him curiously, jaw working on the last of his morsel, his pretty – pretty! – eyes filled with a fond sort of amusement as they rake over Bucky’s suddenly shy frame.
“What’s gotten into you today?”
Steve’s grin is a brilliant thing: sweet and playful, the bow of his mouth crooked up in one corner, more charming than Steve himself could ever guess – and that light sheen of apple sugariness, still shimmering full on his lips like a kiss.
And Bucky wonders, as he ducks his head and bites into his own apple slice, what else he has been missing all these years. How much more he has failed to see, though it was right there under his nose all along.
What lovely secrets lie in the narrow set of Steve’s shoulders, left bare in only his undershirt, here, at home, in the privacy of their little kitchen.
If Steve’s collarbones always looked just like this: carved out of stone by some tender hand, smooth like polished marble. Too holy to touch, and yet too tempting not to kiss with an unholy mouth.
He steals a glance at Steve’s face, and tries to mirror the shape of his grin as best as he can.
“You know me,” he shrugs, waving his hand about, “just got my head up in the clouds, is all.”
But when he takes his next bite, it’s the salt of Steve’s fingertips that he tastes, not the sweet tartness of the apple; and the wonder of it lingers for hours under his tongue, like a question just waiting to be asked.
#stucky#stevebucky#pre-war stucky#rillers scribbles#once again too much scrolling down prompt posts#idk i just had to get this out of my system#i am filled with FEELS#and also dread bc now i've scribbled TWO smol scribbles in less than a week which means#that the scribbling juices will forsake me for the next 6 months at least#and i hate that#but it is what it is i guess :')#*cries in a corner*
99 notes
·
View notes
Text
what if i said arranged ferrari marriage that slowly developed to love but then god said the divorce talks are happening right now
#i am having thoughts. someone put a gun to my head to stop them#dry heaving less than two months left with them i can't#i have come to love charlos and i'm mad at myself it took me so long#in my grief i will probably write a charlos fic that hits good. maybe. hopefully#charlos#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#f1
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
It's the 6 month anniversary of this blog! Check out these cool bugs I found.
(EDIT: Check out this amazing fanart by thecornermushroom!)
Part 2 - Part 3
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#hollow knight#mdzs au#mdzs hollow knight AU#way too many characters to tag#'OP why?' Listen... It was either this or a Homestuck crossover. Which is still on the table btw. I've put thought into it.#Speaking of putting thought into things...I have put two full asses of effort into this. So I'm gonna talk about it in the tags.#I mapped all the major sects to hallownest clans and drew *way* more than just the characters shown here#More pertinently not shown are the Nies - Who are beetles!#The mantis clan has a lot of crossover with the Nies given the lore but I Love Mantis Wangji and you cant take him away from me.#wwx was a moth solely for his ties to Baoshen sanren (nearly forgotten sect & nearly forgotten clan)#but (HOLLOW KNIGHT SPOILERS) the ties to her radiance and the infection made for some very fun parallels#YLLZ moth 100% is puppeting husks around#JGS is a pale king expy becuase...you know....lots of children...#it also gives me a great excuse to explain wwx's soul taking mxy's body.#Still have lots and lots to say but I'm already running late! More funny - less specific to a very small population - comics to morrow!#This was more or less a style study and I learned a lot!#Thank you all for an awesome 6 months B*) You guys have pushed my way more out of my shell (pun intented) than I would-#-have ever gone had I just hidden away like I usually do. Thanks for all the support even with silly things like this <3
991 notes
·
View notes
Text
Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me)
Ch. 7/? – 'In Your Heart, In Your Head, In Your Hands'
[WC: 90K | Gale Cleven/John Egan, College AU, The Bikeriders AU, Age Gap, Emotional Slowburn, Hurt/Comfort, Porn With Plot, Set in 2005]
College student John Egan ends up in an old pub on the other side of his small town, where he has a chance encounter with biker and mechanic Gale Cleven. Unconventional circumstances be damned, John is a lovesick fool.
[AO3 LINK]
#tough and sweet fic#20K WORDS. RATING FINALLY CHANGED TO EXPLICIT. A MONUMENTAL DAY FOR THESE BOYS. I'M SO NERVOUS.#posting half–asleep bc i rly wanted to get this up before bed so i'm going to hide now but. i hope this one's worth the wait :')#johnslittlespoon fics#clegan#also no idk how this got to 90k in less than two months. i'm as surprised as anyone else bc this is so. Not me. what the fuck#that's more than 300 pages of a physical book and idk what to do with that information. i need. a Joint (opens ch8 doc instead)
89 notes
·
View notes
Text
My uncle gifted me this bag and said ‘I don’t know what kids like nowadays sooo’
72 notes
·
View notes
Text
area man tragically unable to shut up
Panels from I Shall Never Fall in Love (x)
#less than two months till release!!! so I'm going to start showing you all panels#the background of the second panel is a reference to a myles birket foster painting i like... if anyone else in the universe cares lol#i shall never fall in love comic#ISNFIL#queer romance#queer books#regency romance
69 notes
·
View notes
Text
*im using "dating" to refer to any kind of romantic relationship, it just fits neater in the boxes! interpret as u see fit
pls leave your thoughts in the tags im genuinely very curious
#look ok yknow how a lot of ace people tend to be sexually active for whatever reason#im kinda wondering if the same principle applies here#my GUESS is that it does but also the two are very different#i feel like most people are more likely to compromise/want to branch out with sex rather than dating#like...sleeping with a partner even tho youre ace? makes sense#dating someone for months even when youre aro? makes less sense#idk im having Thoughts#reblog pls!!!!#aromantic#aromantism#aroace#lgbtqia#polls
142 notes
·
View notes